I’m sitting here this morning, perusing fb and such, and seeing a shit ton of “happy fathers day” posts….. I am pretty sure I never posted one of those, and I know why. Me and my father never had that kind of relationship. I never went to him for advice, and I didn’t look up to him as a man of virtue, and courage. I wish I could have, as I could have used lots of guidance as I grew up. But, he wasn’t the dude to give it. So, I’m a little jealous of people that miss their dads, as I miss what I never had.